Tuesday, 29 January 2008 3:18 pm
i'm feeling much better now. thanks all of you who has sent your deep condolences. farah, thanks for agreeing to meet up with you. if i hadnt met you that day, i think i would be even sad. with no one to really talk to, or keep my mind away from thinking of snowbell. frin, thanks for cheering me up with those sms-es and saying that adik will be there for me. olivia, thank you for those encouraging sms-es too((: ratana, thanks for cheering me up by your funnny accents. rury, thanks for sms-ing me and being there for me and all. yaisyah, amir, kakak ina, kakak dayah thanks too for the sms-es and your condolences.
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Monday, 28 January 2008 3:45 pm
HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY SNOWBELL!
Snowbell(27th January 2001 - 26th January 2008)
yes, its snowbell's 7th birthday today. sadly, he couldnt celebrate it together with me. these are some of the pictures i have of him to keep it as a memory((:
this is the picture i took of him before saying goodbye. such a handsome and brave boy tsk.
heh. i still remember the day i took this photo. i was studying for maths end of year's exam!
and these last two pictures of him, was the time i had given him a bathe. aint he just adorable?
this is the picture i took of him before saying goodbye. such a handsome and brave boy tsk.
heh. i still remember the day i took this photo. i was studying for maths end of year's exam!
and these last two pictures of him, was the time i had given him a bathe. aint he just adorable?man, its only been 25hours and i miss you so dearly. why did you have to leave me so soon? at such an unexpected date. you know, i was planning to give you a bath and then feeding you with the finest chicken we have at oxford road. (; how i'd wish you would stay a little longer. i hadnt even had the time to pamper you like i did back then when i wasnt so busy with school. i'm so sorry if im such a bad owner. and im sorry for "bullying" you when you were younger. remember those days when i'd always bring you to my room and pretend to build cages with all my pillows?
you are the BEST pet anyone could have. you were there when i was really lonely, you were there when my mum had given me a scolding. you were there right by my side almost all the time. how i'd wish i could be right there by your side when you fell. im such an irresponsible owner. anyway, thanks for the memories(:
for those who dont know what actually is going on, okay i'll start from the beginning to commemorate my best friend, snowbell(: you may think he's just an ordinary cat who's just been bought from a pet store. oh how wrong you are. snowbell was given to me on my 7th birthday. who knew, that present was the cause of who i am today(: from young, i'd always played with him playinf the stupidest game and of course, i was the one who named him. being 7 then, i had nothing to name a cat, other than SNOWBELL, which originally came from stuart little's cat SNOWBALL. yeap.
i shall fast forward to what had happen yeah? so yesterday, when my dad was vacuuming the house, he got shocked, as he hadnt heard the sound of a vacuum in a million years! upon shock, he ran to the balcony and jumped to the ledge, how wrong he was to make the move cause he went over the ledge and fell from the fifth story. i thought he only injured his hind legs but as soon as we got to the vet and had taken the x ray, the vet decided to talk to my parents before eventually talking to me. the doctor said that his spinal cord was broken, and his level of broken was already wayy off the normality and they was nothing they could do. she said that he's be paralyzed "waist" down and it wouldnt be ideal for a cat to be paralysed. the only thing she suggested was to humanely euthanize it. which means, to put it to sleep. i thought, you know maybe he could live up to his sventh birthday. but the doctor says, that the longer we wait, the more he'd suffer. i decided that he should be put to sleep straightaway. i coulnt bare to see him suffer any longer. i made my choice and the doctor came in the special room with the overdose of the anesthetic. she explained what might be the side effects and then carried on with the procedure. 2 seconds later and he was gone. there was nothing left i could do but cry.
seeing your best friend die right before you is such a sad case. i dont want to see him die but at the same time, i couldnt bare to let him suffer in vain. he's done his job in making my childhood more fun. i wanna thank DR. KAREN NG and vet tech MR. RODEL for trying your very best in helping snowbell. thank you for your effort and your time. it was a saturday and you guys were still at work trying to save lives of animals. thank you.
snowbell, i know you wont be able to read this right now, but i just want to thank you for being my best friend all these years. you've been like my little brother and i hope we will meet again someday. and that someday, would be my greatest day ever. may you rest in peace my friend. i love you.
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Thursday, 24 January 2008 4:42 pm
hey! omg. i realized how long i HAVENT been updating. but seriously. i m super busy lahh. like netball is 3 times a week. and i only got 1 free day which is tues cause thurs i have remedial. yeah. okay so anyway. arent they just the most adorable? hahah. thats the recent picture of adik(the kitten) and the girl there is my father's friend's niece. hahaha. she's super cute. adopted though yeah. and she speaks with a slang! ahhaa. her grandmother suspects that probably her dad is not local. thats probably where she had a slang from. haha. yeah.okay more updates. we won against east spring, springfield and changkat changi so far, all we need is to win the other 2 match to secure or place in the second round. yeapp. heh. my life is too boring now to update. but yeah. thats all i have to say((:
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Monday, 14 January 2008 8:50 pm
im sorry for not updating. :| been super super super super busy with netball lahh. and studies and school and other stuffs. but yeah. its only the 3rd week and im already so stressed out. the eaast zones are this friday and my maths ca is on WEDNESDAY. ohh. on fri, the netballlers made our team t-shirt. hahah. black and lime green fbt-ed brand. all of us wanted adidas though. and one thing i know now. NEVER go to queensway without adult supervision. hahaha. later got some group of mats call you here and there lah and all that. pfft. okay so mrs tan told us that our games confirm mon, wed, fri. FRIDAY!! how am i suppose to meet you? tskk. of all days and netball takes my fri. pfft. hmm. i guess thats all i can update about myself for now. will update soon. soon enough i guess ((:
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Sunday, 6 January 2008 8:06 pm
im super angry with you. the least you could do was tell me earlier. and didnt you care about anything i felt? still dare to curse me. speak for yourself lah please. from today onwards you never existed in my life. i didnt know you. i didnt meet you. and i definitely never spoke to you.
i've moved on. whats been done is all a past. and im forgetting that memory. we'll just see who's the happier one in july aite. heh. and if you ever dare to try and be nice with me, i'll ignore. too bad. you can take a long time to build a reputation. but seconds to tear it all down. ((:
i dont know what im feeling right now. there's a whole feeling of happiness in me. cause i'll know i can move on faster than you think i can, but yet, there's a feeling of me being deceived. so yeah.
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Saturday, 5 January 2008 6:50 pm
i know i havent update. hhaha. been busy lately. revising and all. had the fitness test ytd. stupid beeps. so beep-ey. school is fine. ohh. i havent update about the malaysia trip. it was super fun. despite the fact that i didnt meet farah at all. hmpf. i miss you farah! and haziqah!
okay so during the trip, i touched a baby sugar glider, went to sunway lagoon, ate, went to aquaria KLCC, ate and shopped. i cant believe i bought a 79.90 ringgit zara shirt. but it was worth it. i guess. gahh. what am i kidding. dont know what to post about. im sorry. i guess im not in the mood. yeah. im gonna end here.
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